With a heavy heart

You’re on my mind Almost all the time I’m so far away From where you stay My heart beats heavy in my chest If missing you is a marathon Then I’ve beat my personal best I must confess I look for you when the stars are out Through my search, to this mystery I’m devout...

Thoughts in the late hours

The fan Swirls above my head  Long hours laying in my bed  I trace the shadows on my wall  Throughout my room they Stand so tall  Swallowed in darkness, My spirit only remains  Even in my hour of crisis I try to stay tame  Death entices with it’s everlong retort In...

Bubble bath

Water drips from the facet ‘drip… drip’ Drips become a pour, and a pour becomes a bath. Water rises gently, with great gusto. The shade of a clear blue, much like the water that tickles your feet at the shore. There is a serenity, where you find water, an ocean of...

Someone to you

 My heart beating fast, I somehow fell in love with you so fast And I think to myself, I haven’t known you long But in my life, I hope you belong Late at night, I wish you were awake You’re a thief, With one smile my heart is yours to take when you leave, I miss you...

Let go

you might find this strange,  odd even- but I don’t think you like me. I think you tolerate me, because I’m there. I ramble or I’m not enough. Because everything I do isn’t enough. And you might ask why I feel that way, and I would have to be honest. There are days...

Ink of my words

The ink of my words is all of me. The ink I use to write my poetry is my tears, my blood, my hurts. My pages are like my skin. the nib digs deeply as I write my history. My writings only tell my story, or so I thought.  Words bring people down, sentences can bring...

Anorexia

Let me start by saying this, I am Anorexic, I have been for a year. Anorexia is an eating disorder that means you use methods of starvation and excessive exercise to not gain weight and/or lose weight. It comes from a fear of gaining weight. I developed Anorexia...

Give yourself some time

She stumbles, so very much. Somehow she gets by,  is it luck? She tries to handle it all, she can find the time.   It doesn’t matter if she’s got a million things already on her mind. She carries the weight, of a burden, she wears thin Her arms giving out, the...

Evergreen

An Evergreen Plant is known for staying green all year. To me, there’s a beauty in that. I find myself in the middle of a contrast- I’m drowning in my own fears, but I’m struggling in a drought. I’m more then surviving day by day, full of my own doubt. I want to live,...