An Evergreen Plant is known for staying green all year. To me, there’s a beauty in that. I find myself in the middle of a contrast- I’m drowning in my own fears, but I’m struggling in a drought. I’m more then surviving day by day, full of my own doubt. I want to live, I want to flourish and grow. I want to be someone who spends the moments of her life learning and experiencing.
I want to learn to be the person I’ll become. I want to see the rich wonders I’m surrounded around. I don’t want to just see them, I want to understand them- stand in awe of what is around. I want to taste and smell, I want to live and be.
I want to love, I want to love with all my being. I want to spend my days with who I love. I want to know them, really know them. I want to show them things and learn from them.
I want to embrace the little things. waking up to smell of the wonderful smell of Coffee. Hearing an orchestra play, the strings, the brass, the keys in such melodious song. I want to travel the world and meet people. I want to try things I haven’t even heard of. I want to dance in the streets at midnight. I want to experience a first kiss. I want to read every book I can get my hands on, I want to do it all.
I want to be like the Evergreen, I want to grow stay green all year. I want to only grow, not wither and fall.
I want to be and live for it all.