The fan Swirls above my head 

Long hours laying in my bed

 I trace the shadows on my wall 

Throughout my room they Stand so tall 

Swallowed in darkness,

My spirit only remains 

Even in my hour of crisis

I try to stay tame 

Death entices with it’s everlong retort

In all my thoughts, in all sorts

I wonder when I’ll start to feel sane 

When the words they say won’t mean the same 

And one day I’ll feel happiness again 

A time where my Mirror isn’t the enemy, will begin

 A time where My thoughts stop keeping me up all night 

A time when all will be right

Because there will be a time where I will start to grow

 Until then, I’ll never know