A wave washes over me

My field of existence rocked

The plane in which I live upon

a catalyst of sorts

My heartbeat slows

as I fade away

drifting from reality

Into my mind, I stay

worlds form with a single thought

my tongue caught

on the snags of beautiful words lost

somewhere in my head

will I remember, or forget?

I dream in the day

and wander the fields of contemplation at night

I never sleep because

in my drifting I worry what will find me

My creations come alive,

crackling sounds of life, heard in the midnight

what am I to be?

a creator who hides from her creations?

Do I leave these words to rot?

instead of giving them homes on my pages

because I’m afraid

of what I’ll see

when all the beautiful words

turn into broken things?