My Desire consume me

In my dreams they find me,

I’m lost in you

The Idea of loving you

It’s too much

I can’t do this; I can’t do this

I’m all consumed

My everything working against me

Every fiber of my being giving me

Explanations of why

You and I should be

I can’t do this

I’ll lose myself

to a dreamlike state of reality

You pull me in

A comfort in the

Thrill; rush of excitement

Everything is upside down

A new order has begun

Let me out; Let me out

Of a rose-colored prison

Of  a lovely vision

Of the idea that we should be.